Wednesday, February 8, 2012

I Am Breaking Free of Old Cycles Through Challenges


Always move from the heart, everybody speaks the language of the heart. We are all unified in our hearts.  Things get confused, lost and mis-interpreted in the mind.  Creativity emerges, develops and releases from the heart.  You do not have to be what you would call an artist to be creative.  Your life is your tapestry, your guide and your color are in and of the heart.  Michael Beckwith who spoke at The United Nations Assembly yesterday spoke recently on the idea that the only reason for living is soul and character development – as he put it “it’s the only game in town.”  I am working with the idea of being present for my full character and soul development.  I’m fairly certain that there is a direct correlation between the degree to which I am present in my heart, is the degree to which I am available for my development.  I went to an amazing meeting last night and the speaker so eloquently described her journey with “trusting the process.”  I gathered that, as we learn to exercise our Spiritual muscles we begin to first be aware when we are not present, through worry, doubt and fear which all have to do with being focused somewhere else in time.  Have you noticed that when we actually walk straight into the center of the moment that we had feared the most that you find God and yourself paired in strength and calm,  like the moment I came out of a meeting in downtown LA only to find that my car had been towed because I was parked on a side of the street that was no parking after a certain hour on the weekend, I felt this incredible calm in the moment and knowing that all was well and it was all going to work out.  Had I an inkling during the meeting or in the days leading up to the tow, I would have been consumed with fear and would have missed all of the gifts I received in that time out of being present.  So, trusting in our higher power and it’s ways is a HUGE component of our peace and serenity.  It’s a simple Principle which is not always easy to work.  But the more we notice our fear and simply say to ourselves or share with another that this too is a part of our soul’s growth and development and that our team of angels have tailored this experience for the fulfillment of how our soul is trying to develop at it’s deepest level, we will find that over time it gets easier to trust the process.  The last few weeks have been chalk full of mini-challenges and with my continued “turning toward” that ineffable presence called my Higher Power and my intention to grow in the most beautiful ways through each and every experience that has been tailored for my growth, I am finding something wonderful happening in my life – progress – forward movement.  I am breaking free from old cycles of behaviors and stagnancy traps.  I am getting off the hamster wheel of doing what I always did and getting what I always got.  Today, I am not as they say “going to tell God how big my problem is, I am going to tell my problems how Big my God is.”  This is the character development I am lovingly focused on today.  Love Out. 

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