I wake with a light heart and extreme love and hope in and as my perspective. I feel connected to my vision again. You see, for a couple of days I drifted into some darkness and therefore some fatigue. I have come to believe this was and is the result of attempting to take my will back…. an attempt to drive the bus again. As I wake up more to my True, Spiritual Nature I am increasingly sensitive, aware of and in-tune with my body – my physical body but more importantly, my energetic body. I crave the quiet or the soft hum of music because I really want to know what is going on with me, more than ever before. I desire the attunement and alignment that is so subtle and intricate and can only come from the silence and dedication to know myself. I spent so much time running from who I was and what I was truly feeling that it took some disciplined effort to be with myself – to be with God, alone – for a while. I have now crossed that threshold where that is the time that I crave the most and my discipline has truly become my “bliscipline(Michael Beckwith).”
This morning I am left pondering the paradigm shift of global enlightenment that is happening now and as I continue to ponder the fundamental changes that are unfolding into our existence I wonder about things like desire and pride. I wonder how our desire for quick and immediately gratifying “fixes” fits into the paradigm. I wonder how our desire for a drink, for sex, for outside entertainment all play into the new paradigm. I wonder what balance of time will be spent within and how that affects life lived from the inside out.
For now, as I head into a beautiful day filled with yoga and like-minded people I will observe with the God-self within me. I will observe and play from a place of wholeness and love as I deepen my dance with Spirit. Today is a dance of Love. Blessings.