Today I wake feeling empowered, alive and filled with
hope. I used to shy away from the
word “hope” as it somehow implied to this New Thought persons mind, that my
good was outside myself. Nope, I
feel that hope right there deep down inside of me and it is rising to the
surface of my being and it feels good.
A couple of my spiritual mentors have so lovingly pointed out to me
lately that perhaps in an area or two of my life, I am still seeking my good
outside of myself. This was the
case with drugs and alcohol and now after almost 17 months of sobriety I am
discovering this to be true in other areas of my life. I have come to understand that we are
endogenous beings – meaning our life unfolds from within us outward and not
vice versa so as I explore my desires for life and begin to look at them with
an eye of “is this something outside of me that I am seeking” I begin to have a
deeper clarity and freedom than I am used to in certain areas of my life. SO today I am going to share my
practice with you. My practice is
an affirmation that I repeat 15X a day and it is this. There is no lack of Spiritual Integrity
in Universal Good, therefore there is no lack of Spiritual Integrity in me, My
Good is %100 alignment and expression in and of Spiritual Integrity. Any Good that I am seeking is within
me. I stop reaching for that which
is outside of me and turn my attention and intention inward to the Source of
All Life. Happy Trails in your
sobriety today. If today is a dark
one, grab a mentor, a friend and share your pain openly and honestly. Tomorrow is a new day and chances are
you will wake feeling completely different than today. This too shall pass. Many Blessings.
Thanks a lot for your post. I can identify with you completely. I know what it is like to seek pleasure/validation outside of myself. I am learning to live in the moment and be content with myself as I am. I got help from a place called New Life House. Check out their site if you are looking for help. They are a great resource. New Life House - A Structured Sober Living
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